angelicpoetic

Love Love someone so deep, so wide, limited, but why?  Limits are meant to be broken down.  If the sky is the limit, send me straight to the stars.  If the ocean is too deep, I will find the core of the earth and shake that which the ocean stands on.  Love knows no bounds.  I love fully and completely, as infinite. They say no one is free, but I truly am.  Free to live, to love, to learn.  Free to work so that one day i can be free run, free to leave.  I am free to give my heart away, and feel free while it is gone.  To know it's protection, to know the one.  Grab hold, my dearest, your angel's gonna fly.  Don't worry though, i will be your

October 20, 2006 Watching waves of people, some with abandon, some without, and others trying desparately to blend in or stand out. But when all is done it doesn't matter. Your attitude determines your steps and how your heart is read. no mask lasts forever, knowing this we clutch our own masks tighter. At times of true presence all is revealed. This new beauty in the mess or messed up beauty shown for all to see. It hurts and is wonderful to observe. Not aprt of them, but not apart from them. Fantastic to watch, but a secret longing to join. My abandon is acknowledged when I make myself separate from the crowd, from the souls around me. To

God, what am I doing?  I never seem to get it.  It's like I grasp it for a moment and then it's gone again because of my stupidity.  I'm lazy and bad at prioritizing.  I couldn't even stay awake and pray last night or this morning.  God, I'm stupid and human and I don't deserve your grace.  I know you love me and I know it's not just about me, it's about the people I need to touch.  I hope I haven't already screwed that up...I really hope I can help.  God, I don't even know what to pray about anymore, I just don't want to look up from writing, afraid of new revelation, of who i'll see, what I'll know to be.  my writing becoming a mindless bab